Gedz

I just got a phone call last night that my grandfather left us and rest in peace.  I can’t explain the emotions that I have felt.  I was at work when my mom called me for the bad news.  Shock and sadness with grief….. feelings that I could not hide from anyone.  Tears rolling down my check with no shame and embarrassments.  I did not know what to say…. I called my husband and just cried on the phone…. I have not seen my grandpa and talked to him for about three years now.  The last time I saw him, I had a really great time with him with my daughter.  Even though I have not seen him, I always knew he was just there.  But now he is in a better place.  I wanted to let him know that he was loved and will be thought of .  To the whole family I love you and grandpa is in a better place.

What a blessing to be celebrating our anniversary. For all the rocky roads and hardships we have gone through. We are so happy to celebrate that we are stronger than ever and nothing can make us more happier than ever. With three little angels and with the love and support from our family, we stand by side to side stronger and hand in hand will walk together for any upcoming challenges that may come……. To my husband… Mike….. LOVE YOU DADDY….

Barbie Live In Fairytopia

My Kidz and the whole family watched this musical show.  It was awesome.  My princess Razlyn enjoyed it so much.. except my boyz.  They watched it bcoz their sister likes it…It was special for my little girl she loves tinkerbell(#1) and fairytopia (#2).  For those who have kidz esp… Girls…. I recommend this show.. it has a lesson to it and the music is so good…

———-FEBRUARY BABY ——————–
    Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
    Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
    Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.
    Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
    and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves
    freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves
    aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
    Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
    Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
    but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.
    Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
    Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
    inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
    Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
    Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone
     new and realize that you are a perfect match.

————JUNE BABY ————-
    You’ve got the best personality and are an
    absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make
    new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt
    and more than likely have an a very attractive
    partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely
    that you have a massive record collection. You
    have a great choice in films, and may one day
    become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,
    you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you
    will meet someone that may possibly become
    oneof your closest friends

I want to teach my kids more than lessons in a book…

I want to teach them deeper things that people often overlook..

The value of a rose in bloom, its use and beauty…

A sense of curiosity to discover what is true…

How to think and how to choose the right above the wrong…

How to live and learn each day and grow up to be strong…

To teach them always how to gain in wisdom and in grace…

So they will someday make the world a brighter, better place…

Let me be a MOM and guide to give these minds a start upon their way down

life’s long road……..

General cleaning means cleaning the whole house………. that’s what I did  today……….Got up early in the morning and started cleaning the kidz closets…..Oh my gosh.. I could never imagine how busy I had been…. how the time flew and not realizing it…. Everyday I always tidy up there rooms… but today I got to clean it….I just got to realize how my kidz are growing up so fast… more that I could ever imagine…I had to to take out so much clothes they outgrown… shoes… toyz they never even open…. It made me realize how years just go by, how I am getting older….and made me think…the past… the accomplishment mike and I built … wow… what a wonderful feeling to know that we are side by side stronger than we can ever expect.. after all we’ve been through… people’s judgement ..(talkin about our business)  …child health problems… we are so blessed…..and I humbly say…I got to know my real friends… my supportive and loving family….how I realized  that people around you are so envious….that you just got to have strong faith…to continue building what you have started.. And then… the phone rang… it was my husband.. as we said our normal love u and miss u thing… I cont. cleaning up our closets, bedrooms, kitchen, living room… practically the whole entire house…boy I was so exhausted… with in between cleaning, I had to stop and let the kidz eat…My baby was at work that I decided to take out the kidz to eat…. Dinner out ..ohh … how nice …. no washing dishes… and cleaning up mess… Take out for my baby…(made sure it was steak…his favorite and shrimp).   but as I always say… everyday.. It is worth living for……….. kidz hugs and kisses.. and my hubby’s smile and love….

Chuckie cheese day for the kidz.  got off work early… my hubby went to work.  stuck with taking care of my three little angels…. I let them decide … finally they decided chuckie cheese today…. They all had fun…. it was so funny my baby renzil  pants was too big… ohhh .. i had to stop by the mall to buy him pants first….so skinny kc… Mom called and she is spending night with us.  Too bad my cell phone s low batt .. couldn’t talk to her too long and my husband.  Finally after hours and hours of letting the kids… play and enjoy playing video games…. they finally…….. asked to go home.   Cooked dinner for my hubby and kidz start playing computer…. dinner, bath time…ohhhhhh finally a time for myself… I got to jot downnn what a day today… My kidz are already sleeping, my husband already snoring,  but let me just say this….. it is worth living for……………………..

I went to work early today… 4am but I went home early….11am… My hubby went to work around 1pm.  Sad to say  I was so tired and had no clue he even left… I felt sorry for my little ones…when I woke up they were watching tv, playing computer… My little girl asked " mommy, are you awake now?  daddy left and we already ate… we didn’t want to wake you up."   I felt so guilty that I had to make it up to them…I rushed to get out of bed and took them outside to play…. they wanted to go to the mall.. but I didn’t feel like driving….I just wonder.. how many people around been in similar situation like this…..Honestly  I hope I am not the only one….anywayz I fixed dinner and washed them up….. Then I phoned my cuzzin… and we just chatted for hours on the phone….I mizz her so much… I am so excited…… going to be an AUNTIE soon… time to for bed… later……………

Mother’s Day….. today……I visited my mom and my mother in law….. barbecue in the backyard…. Oh my it is so nice to be off on the weekend.  I never enjoyed weekend for 3 years…. It feels great…. spending time with the whole family… My loving hubby, and my three wonderful kidzzzzz…..  I miss my mom and dad…. having our own place…. makes me realize how I miss them everyday…I am so blessed having two wonderful parents…… and parents in law….. Life is so good having their support and love…. With all God’s blessing… I am so thankful…….